haha sorry I couldn't write an update yesterday, the beach is pleasant I got to take some stuff off my mind. i'll have to make this short even tho i wanna write a lot more since im sleep deprived af cus i couldnt sleep at the hotel last night. I visited some landmarks and ate seafood. They built a new highway so the time it takes to get to the beach now is like 1hr xd. oh i also bought an old computer today for 25$ the specs are not that great but ill send updates on what I do with it.

OHGODOHGODOHGOD!!! Surprise vacation tmr, i wanted to rest some more before school but guess not xd.

Did it again today. It's a good day today, I did some "productive" things. It's time to watch serial experiment lain LMAO. Been putting it off for a while. AHHHH school starts in 5 days, I don't want to gooooooooo to schoool. I still have assigments due from last year LMAO.

I slept at 6AM today, this is getting out of hand I need to fix this soon. I can't focus on anything. My friends invited me out to dinner and I went. I came back still feeling empty, I hope this doesn't last too long. I don't want to end up being a NEET.

I spent the majority of today sleeping, woke up late noon. I don't know how long I can keep living like this, it's not very healthy. I thought I would go and study some math today but felt very demotivated. I'm going to put off studying math for tomorrow, I have to study tomorrrow.

First day of the year, I feel the same. Nothing has changed, nothing will ever change. I setup a point of sale demo for my friend, it's going well. I found a new anime to watch, it's called battle programmer shirase. I am batch downloading it right now for easier watching.

This is my first entry. Another new year's eve spent alone, watching anime girls and drowning my self in alcohol. I hope it gets better soon.